Let me see You now

I saw him around
around the corner
by the wind charms
at the cafe
in my college
at my rehearsals
while eating wafers
when i skipped a meal
there he was while i was watching a reel.

He was there when i was crossing the road
and eating banana while i was bored
enjoying cranberries
standing by my side
through all my worries
while i was filling the forms
he was there when i was breaking the norms

outside my room
hiding by the door
then sliding in quietly
so as to not make a roar
for he is a lion

during all my trouble
in the rubble that i created
during my exams when i cheated

he was there by the bed side
through mums lullaby
all night up he was
watching out for me if i should cry

She was there in the stars
in song sung by Bruno Mars
there she was in the fast speeding cars
smiling at me when i decided to be sober at the bars

while i fretted
in a quote she was
on the pages i followed on Instagram
without a pause

while i was lifting weights
He saw me
helped me through the last reps
breaking muscle for me

only if i could see him back
I would tell her
How much in love i am
I am all for her
Without a face
a gender a class and a caste
without a country a designation
or a salary
without a benefit of own
You have never left me alone.

Thanks i say without a kneel or hands fold
even though i was so told
because you listen to heart and not hands up
for you are my limitless without any hangups